Long Time

It has been a long time since I was here last--like over a month..yeek!

I am experiencing an internal debate.

Should I or shouldn't I close the blog. I journal nightly about how I am feeling, my personal progress and find it time consuming to make another entry.

I will attempt--to make an effort daily to write here, again. However I can't promise anything.

And after awhile, I will decide what the next step is.

Increasing Traffic?

Feeling a-l-o-n-e!

Feeling all alone in the blog/writing world.

Blog writing, is tough stuff. When I started, I started with the intension of "education". Then I diverted slightly from education to discussion about my debt and everyday life. I still try to educate, via discussion, through self-reflection, and questions.

However...my writing feels more like a journal that nobody reads.

I spend time pinging my blog.

I spending time researching ways to increase my traffic. I tried (for a minute and might return to the idea of affiliate programs. Affiliate Programs require a ton of research and time--which I don't have). I am not frustrated, not yet.

Increasing traffic has been a long and difficult process, and continues to be difficult. For the readers that I do have-Thank You for returning. For those who are considering, whether to stick around...it's really not that bad of a place--I talk about a variety of things-from Social Security, to Student Loans, to Taxes, Credit Card Debt, Debt Reduction, Life, and many more interesting things.

Feeling alone. Feeling like I am writing, to myself and purchased the most expense journal around, rather than the Mead graph journal, that I use...worst part is --I  might not be able to kept the content when I cancel my membership.

Even if my traffic does not increase into the hundred thousand rankings, and people don't recommend my blog to others, I will continue to write. I like writing. I like the glaring white screen looking at me, with the blinking curser...just waiting for words to be typed. It scares me...and that feels weird.

Good, weird.

Until then, 

I am typing...my words. Waiting for my traffic to increase...until then thanks for those who are reading.